The most beautiful seventh day in August had never been an ordinary day ever since she met you. They said when God created everything on Earth, he used seven days to do so. He had the loveliest items in the entire universe placed right in front of you. Thus in the journey of life, no matter the ups and downs you have had encountered, learning to cherish makes all of your experiences sweet and unforgettable. On this day this date, there was more to it.
Dreams had never once felt so real, to the extend she rather never wake up. Maybe so, reality would not hit her that hard. No one buys Love At First Sight this time of the year. It was time and your actions that pulled the both of you closer. In front of you, she wasn't her own self. She managed to gulp how tough things had been for her and how much so she almost given up hope. Thoughts remained anonymous to you, all because they refused to form into strings of words to be spoken out of her mind. She- a face full of fragile emotions, was poised at the lip of disheartening. There was once you asked, and that was the end to it. You weren't him whom she longed for, but she couldn't bring herself to give the short-lived memories a halt.
What she knew and what she thought she knew about you were all mixed up, everything strange and familiar at once. Among the maddening crowd, stood you who seemed to be soaring up from the earth into the flooding night sky of stars like a magnificent statue, like do you always shine. It's hard not to wonder how you did that- to have all eyes mesmerized on you. And if anyone would have known, that was despite numerous imperfect conduct.
In a mask of tears, it's hard to continue further. Now, comes the day she chance upon you along the streets, with the hand you are holding belonging to someone else. She knew this day will come. Perhaps in 6 years' time and all left was 6 feet underground.The seventh day of every month became a regret. No, she realised how joyous the moment was when you ran away. Broken heart can't be that bad. Shut up then get out of her sight.
There was no one she can confined to. She got over it, in pretense. A strong front of the million faces...
It's this feeling I get when blur skies turn to grey....
I feel like an obasang this afternoon, but a hip one. I was carrying bags of grocery as I walked out of the supermarket. But wad a nice girl I am. I stocked up some food at home for mama because she has OT these few days. I bought ice cream $8.55 for 2 tubs for my sis and I don't mind growing fat together with her. Hee:)
I thought of a cleverer way to display Hong Kong Pictography.
Will be right up in a moment.
Bought this Gottena Grand Prix cookies from Candy Empire the other day which I thought was quite nice, and it's all gone now. I packed some in a box and gave it to rz at work yesterday, or else I'd have gotten rid of everything myself. Well, I meant nice to let 3 of them share. haha
Saturday is becoming Sisters Day. I bet cos my sis is tied down by the hip hop class, she couldn't line up any program. So we would always make some last minute plans and rushed like mad, then ended up late for class. Yesterday was Taka to find rz and Art-Friends to get materials, then MS for Fox Fashion Escapade (but we missed it anw) and some shopping. For once, we weren't late for dance! Ugh, but Me wasn't fit for dance all because of the freaking Mari Kita on my back. It's to the extend that I had to face down to sleep, and wake up several times in the middle of the night to apply Aloe gel. We were thinking about tanning again this coming week. I'm afraid not duh.
Back to the mundane lifestyle. I have a whole week ahead without plans. Was quite disappointing that the coach to Genting from KT was fully booked. Not about the destination, but the trip itself to relax and enjoy with friends. Anyway, the others pushed back the trip to April, while Me am pathetically topping up my Cash At Bank then.
Yan popped a question during the train ride. I think I know the answer, and it has always been so. It no longer circles around you, but having someone by your side to lean on. Yes no doubt there still are misses but they have gone beyond you. What's with it now is that someone to spend your weekend with, to talk on the phone every others nights before bed, to hug tightly to feel his warmth, to experiment culinary skills and exciting stuff, to explore never-been-to places, whom you hold his hand and go on the street together. The sweet talks are disgusted. Me am fickle minded. Quite a bit of miss now..
