Beyond you can tell,

If you'd been wondering, where I've gone to,

http://7-tsiwted-vows.livejournal.com/

& sometimes when we touch

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

I am so living in my own world.

YO!

It has been a remarkable two years. I wouldn't have realised if not for a random email from my sis. It did freak me out a little when it came to me that the resemblance level was pretty high. Speaking of reminiscing, zzb used to see one another almost every single day during poly life. The last time we met was probably during graduation in May but that wasn't even a gathering to really catch up with each other.

So after a unsuccessful trip to Timbre previously, I dated all of them to ION Orchard first bcos my colleague kept laughing at me for not been there. What a massive crowd on a sat aftn! Only a brief walk around to all the high-end shops before a quick dinner at Sushi Tei. Kind of amazed by the fact that they managed to dig 4 levels underground at the crossroad & connect the shopping malls.. but we actually took 1/2 hr from ION to Paragon :/


















Finally the night at Timbre. The place where we were seated was extremly warm, leaving us sweating & cursing. Seafood platter and band was good tho. Managed to catch the reflection of NDP preview fireworks from tall buildings. haha...




































From innocent teens to now, already-or-stepping-into adulthood, times have changed. The reality may have mould us into selves without us noticing. 1.66 & srz started school just this week & srz was mentioning she missed poly times so very much. Some memories were deeply engraved. I remembered every proj meeting erupting into nonsensical laughters & fun. Like roleplaying at sf's and her bro giving us weird stares, rehearsing inside mlt12 late in the evening, the ah-bian act for GBE, the signature Mocca act by srz, Bagus! Bugis walking tour...... & so on. No luck for these kind of things now. Going to school after work can be a dread, staying vigilent throughout the 3-hours lecture can be taxing and the journey back home always seemed so far. Balancing between work, school & personal life can be tough. Not to mentioned my finals are in a week's time and I am absolutely unprepared!

A HR trainer from my company said to me- Paper qualifications only serve as a stepping stone. Ultimately, it's your performance at work experience that counts. Which very well justify everything im doing.

I am learning not to regret but to move forward and trust myself. So open your eyes, I am changing my world. :)

Love everyone!