happy bday! ah yan

Happy Birthday
to
beloved sweet pretty darling sis
((:



counting down to 2007! WOOOHOOOO :D

u meant alot; just that u don't know.

jst back not long ago from chongpang w/ mummy.

we went a few places (& visited xuan's gonggong) but aint a fruitful trip. we were taking bus11 from one destination to another, passing by some oldtimes areas. & so she was asking if i rmb this & that, where we used to live and stuffs. duhh, of cos i don't! im like only K1/2?

backtrack a few days.

met up with kaoweidable piggy mates at wlds where we finally embark on our pth proj. but jst like another other times, we called it a day very soon. president piggy (i suddenly thought of this nicky) immed returned to JB cos wet spell's back and she got a lil worried.

heh heh. so sf & me went searching for our executive wear, pulling HOHOHO along since her meeting's at 7pm. trying on pants from g2000, u2, metro, osmose but none were appealing.

to keep things short,

e proj meeting ejecting into a mini retail therapy. :D

oh yah. many pple think that thisfashion only sells those cheapo aunty apparel. but hey, i think otherwise. der are some nice stuffs at bird's price so why waste money?

movie marathon!!

my movie-wna-watch list: The Holiday Dejavu Charlotte's Web A Night at e Museum Curse of e Golden Flower

&& !!DEATHNOTE2

rah, i want movies, kbox, retail therapy, feast, sentosa, shopshop@ msia, more.

i detest school, projs, exams, notes!

your words stabbed thru my heart.

(you make a wish, believing it will never come true; ray's blog)

walking in e rain

u came, u went;

and back to square one.

Sitting by the window
singing songs of love
Wishing u were here
becos' the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending im alright
If u cld see then u wld be
here standing by my side

It may b hard to believe
but girl ure the only one i need
It may b hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
when blue skies turn to grey

Feels like im walking in the rain
i find myself trying to wash away e pain
cos i need u to give me some shelter
cos im fading away
& baby, im walking in the rain

Every single hour
of every single day
i need to cry, my eyes are dry
ive cried my tears away
Cant help but remember
how u made me feel
u dressed my soul & made me whole
You made my life complete

It may b hard to believe
but girl ure the only one i need
It may b hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
when blue skies turn to grey

Feels like im walking in the rain
i find myself trying to wash away e pain
cos i need u to give me some shelter
cos im fading away
& baby, im walking in the rain

Of all we've said & done
remains the memories of days
when life was fun
But now when u are gone
i sit alone to watch
the setting of the sun

Feels like im walking in the rain
i find myself trying to wash away the pain
cos i need u to give me some shelter
cos im fading away
& baby, im walking in the rain

i said baby, im walking in the rain

Y ferrero rocher are <3

xmas eve

what a lovely surprise as x'mas prezzie


typical routine of me cleansing my face in e toilet. so happily i was, massaging my face in circular motions. den came the "exciting" part where i looked up into e mirror and dangdangdang, a darn lizard right in front me!
*immediate shrudders*

the poor me decided to escape from the temor of that lil freak falling (somehow) onto my face & move to the basin in the kitchen to rinse my face. here comes another "exciting" part where a BIGfat !!cockroach stood under my eyes aft i turned on e lights.
*and i went screaming hysterically*


fancy me with facial foam on my face, shrieking at the top of my voice, running into the living room for help.

in th end i had to rinse off e foam in mummy's bathroom.


i yet to brush my teeth, ugh.

MERRY X'MAS

all & every of my lovelies ((:

far away.

wed: i forgot what i did.

thur: returned to woodlandsring for the solemn ceremony- mdm ng's handover parade. (np days were fun. misses**)

RQ+mandy+me left early to collect newzealander's babe's mp3 at creative building. hopped on th train to town next & ....shopping! scandal (twinks winkz) left for work halfway.

coincidental day cos i saw many peeppss- jiajing, kx kuanyew &clique, mabel @ taka. npcc loves again, yanni cos she's working, syazwan, mingli @ adm.

proj sps# daren's in!!! WOOHOOOO :DD

fri: KBOX at luckychinatown w/ my 2 np babes. poooofff! that place is so "cosy", so "spacious", service "superb", food "mouth-watering", i duno wad's more. sudden downpour while we were walking ard chintown. bahhh der's nthg much so we left for bugis!

bugis st was jus too packed for any retail therapy. we're practically squeezing our way thru but i managed to get some stuffs ((:

mandy says RQ's a da-fu-po! with her basket-lookalike bag plus shopping bags HAH!

today's dong zhi. but i only ate 2 redbeanpaste tangyuan before i went out.

sat: rain rain go away, come again another day.

finally a bright sunny morning when mummy woke us up. BUT it started drizzling jus aft we are done w/ grocery shopping. (oh, mummy got a $50 ntuc voucher from e workshop she attended) the rain came & go, come & went. sick weather.

attending sili's cibtc pop ltr. she passed me e tix ytd night. she kept emphasising that she's on the 2nd row & jiatian jie's on e first. weee, they're WCIs very-soon-to-be!! :D

feels like im walking in the rain,

i find myself trying to wash away the pain.

so far away

alrighties, met up that new zealander fren of mine(!! haha) on 1812. tgt with sukie, we idled ard viVO before catching THE HOLIDAY.
seriously, viVO shld consider including more f&b outlets.
back to mandy. keep y'guys in suspense until u see her :D


tue was accompanying my mum for medical checkup at some unearthly hour, with the dumb wet spell on. well, she has insufficient bld (ping xue u call it. i forgot e medical term). so doc ask her to consume more meat & stuffs for protein & iron.

next to the temple at sbw with that huge statue standing. & ytd was a visit to si-ma-lu at bugis. so i shld feel very safe heh? ((:


today: watched deja vu before a mini retail therapy.
thumbs up for that show thou it's abitbit complicated. it's interesting. and now i have 2 movies cancelled from my list, adding curse of the golden flower to it. most prob dating my mum for that since it's e only one in mandarin :D

HOHOHO! and instead of procuring any apparel, i got myself a pair of wedges that is like oh-duno-how many-inches. it swear it's nice/cool haha <3

loves.smiles.tears

e wedges!!!

spasticity

Y sweet bottled-note from ahjie as x'mas gift ((:

moviebites!

just another hour, im back again!

MOVIEBITESSS: i yearn for

the image of u jst kept hovering around my mind

drops of tears

delusions engender grief;

dark clouds enveloped the horizon, droplets flowed like strings.

puddles synthesized, every'g as one.

as early as 8, my mum's yelling spread thru' e entire hut. it's effective thou'. haha so in a whilst time, we're all ready to set off (to collect our busaries).

ah pa sent us der && chopchop fast we're done w/ it and left for breakfast!

a family of 5 sitting tgt to eat breakfast (like we used to in e past), sucha sweet cosy feeling. we hardly had e chance nowadays :(

duper ultra sinful day at xuan's hse! yan &me helped to clear those oh-left-for-so-long chocolates stocks.

WOOHOOOOOO~

played ps+ watched starawards encore= end of sunday.

boredom is the reason being im blogging every now & then. :D

kaoweidable mates (bf cls photo taking)

my face; her hand

i painted my nails! butterflies~

like i wished it's only you & me.

YOU erased

HOLIDAYS

lalalala~ CHEEEERS x3 cos the long-awaited holidays have finally arrived.


was supposed to go bck to sch this morning to help out in some primers thingy. BUT i woke up only at 8.10 when i shld b meeting sukie at adm by then. HAHAHA so i decided to not to turn up & der goes my cca pts. anws, SORRY!


so den, i packed & tidied up my room- study desk, notes, wardrobe.
and i saw e national day t given by e sch last year. i wna dumped it cos it's like stained but hey, it has my hardwork printed on it. that small pathetic logo.
well, missed sec sch days whr der's noticeboard deco competition && we'll stay back aft sch hrs in e clsroom, making a din like noone's biz.

move on with life ((:


i changed my blogskin! after much customisation of my own.. dangdangdang!! i yet to edit the pic, adding in MY own pretty shots. HAH :D



oh yeah. most prob meeting up with MANDY on mon. woohooo! im so looking forward to it. hadnt seen her for 123456789 10 months? she misses me like mad can *snigger*

brandon's planning some sort of clsouting to JB this coming thurs. to shop till we drop, to eat till we puke && to rz's hse if possible! (butty but but, i need consent form my parents first. passed my mum's stage. ugh)

that feeling of missed, of lost is back, once again.

woah finally!

enchanting delights!



mandy should have arrived in Singapore by now. waiting for her to contact us :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to sweetsdarl, xying. lovely fifteen =]

last presentation of the year 2oo6 will commenced in like 12hrs' time. so congras for the liberty! ((:

cant wait for those sucky few+few+few hours before it marks the end of t3! i LOVE you 3-wks term break. (thou' der's still projs to rush & many revisions i need to do.)
the most impt part, uncompleted retail therapies+ ktv+outings+fun with all my sweets! HERE I COME!!

rather that truth be buried,

rather the truth be known.

but it matters no more,

but it still hurts so.

those tense moments

om presentation's over. ponned e whole of today's lesson to wrap up w/ everything.
so we spent e whole day from 9 to3 coming up with some-self-entertaining skits at the cafe(with lotsa slackings gossipings eatings in btwn thou')


e lyrics are really creative & funny:

I am Olli-Pekka-Kallasvuo
The CEO of Nokia
I am very handsome

I am expert in organisational management
Because i...
Study hard...

I am macho
I am brilliant

I am a very great leader & manager
I play tennis w/ my own staffs
Of cos, I always win them

I care for my staffs
As I'm high in people orientation
He is smart, very smart

Acknowledgement to shhh-shhh, the creator :D



aft lesson was some serious talks which din do any help to e current situation i guessed? every'g is jus so tense. time will cool down all, hopefully. yeah, no doubt these started all becos of ron. & unpleasant comments shoot when one's fuming. let "nature" takes its course. things will work out itself. no point forcing right now.

but well, felt abit guilty for the HA-HA attitude jus now. but wm says it's fine since im remorseful. he apologised to her anws. ((:

end of classroom politics.



atmosphere back home wasn't as good either. hardly had dinner at home for e past 1 wk or so cos of those dumby projs. was so glad to reach my cosy hut jus in time for dinner today. but bahhhhhhhhhhh. n'thg major, minor disputes (i hoped). they'll soon work it out 'emselves.


every'g drew a halt but still, saddening isn't it? imagine a moment of such sweetness yet another when hatred fills & strangers they become. it's hard to define who's right/wrong. both are telling a different story and playing the blaming game. well, im in no stand to comment.

love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss but ends with a tear. how true?




life's full of ups & downs recently. regardless whether it's in sch, at home or wadsoeva.
i demand a peaceful life.
HOLIDAYS(friday) cant u jus arrive the next moment?

hell 4 more days.

aftermath

yet again, i deleted the previous post. (cos some shuai-ge-he-calls-himself said that will pollute his lil innocent mind?)

Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

finally

i deleted the previous post, jus in case rz e piggy come aft me :D



i ponned FA & the most abhorrent idea today. reason being that im deadbeat. drained from all those rushing of projs for the past few days.
projs came one aft another, turning us all insane.

ggt was disastrous. not because we were unprepared but due to some unforseen stuffs. (&hey, stop apologising. no one's blaming u ((: ) yah so we din haf e mood for anything & plain cursing of every'g aft that.

well, elephant is seriously so i-got-nth'g-to-say. HAH
that's e joke of the day & it wiped our appetite. wna slim down? look at elephants in the zoo! :D


leaving that all aside. on a good note, at least dumb ggt & fun crs is over ((:



oh damn. cant hols jus arrive quick?? countdown: 7 days to the 3wks freedom.
tmr will b proj-ing day again at xuweiming's condo-lookalike hse. freaking far.
but it's actually so fun doing proj w/ those pple. we spend times gossiping laughing all those && rushrush in e end.


GOGOGO grpmates!!



[ADDS]

dearest sili invited me & RQ to her CIBTC POP! e following sat aft next, if im not wrong. looking forward to it. i hadn't seen her for ages ((:

MANDY will be back in singapore in 6 days' time. that's fast!! i wondered what's e surprise she's talking 'bout.

xmas' rnd da corner. im in hols mood! i wan shopping k-ing fun& more fun :D

cheers for HOLIDAYS! party on babes~

a dream?

tired from the bombardment of projs. it's past midnight when i finally get every'g off my head and go to bed. yet i just couldn't fall asleep. there's this constant noise that im hearing- quarellings of two, drilling from renovation, etc.
those sounds wont go off until i shifted myself. but im simply too fatigued from everything ive done in the day that im too lazy to move.
&& these buzzing sounds continues until i finally dozed off... ...

the following morning, i woke up to find myself thinking if that's a dream or it really happened?

if only;

Happy birthday sf

1). HAPPY BIRTHDAY Chian Siew Fong!! offically said byebye to her teens & now stepping into another phase of life ((:

2). i finally cut my hair but it doesn't seems to haf much difference cos many din notice. but i like my new hairstyle! hairdresser from stormz by monsoon is so friendly :D

3). thur nite was plain rushing for dumb idea proj at rz'se hse. without fail, we managed to gek our pdt+presentation slides. && it's fun slacking over at her hse. watch tv, crap, laugh, curse mila~

4). aftermath of rushing proj & sleeping late: bad headache. crs discussion cafe stretch till lunch hrs. i slept thru' FA presentations. &&& dumb idea presentation is like woah, finally over. we got shot xD

5). and now, rushing like i-duno-wad for ggt report to prepare for tmr's meeting. gg xuweiming's house to turn it upside down :D


every'g every'o is just so stressed fucked up.

will you be here for me

i duno why & i duno how.