i thought maybe i wanna end this.

LICENSE to WED
Great movie, very entertaining. I especially love those fake ugly dolls that functions like real babies do, and the last few scenes where Ben wrote the wedding vows on the beach. So sweet & touching but girls love them isn't it?


881 is also damn hilarious, nice chance to get your family together. Nice chance to learn dialect, HSQ!:P

so, you won't know why?

Feels like I'm walking in the rain, I find myself trying to wash away the pain.
& It's this feeling I get when blue skies turned to gray.


There are times when you feel nothing is going your way.
It is always when everyone is busy with their own stuff, am all alone cornered by the four walls. Not a single shit to spice up my life and routine is the word. I hate routines. I find myself like a useless thing on earth, waking up every morning, slack around and wait for time to pass. These are times where so much so i wanna get outta the nest, but i just feel so helpless like the patients almost 6 feet down.

Perhaps it is the insecurity i am feeling, the insecurity you are giving me.
I find myself so darn foolish, doing things I've never done before. Tears rolled down that night when all else are asleep, but you're the one who got me pacified. Nobody knows, you don't know and never. The day, I woke up & find myself crying hard like never before. i dreamt about my closest leaving this world, i dreamt bout everyone leaving. I am all alone, once again. But the simplest you did save the day.



People said, some things are better left untold.

But others?

Maybe,

No one asked.

It's because I don't speak, i keep everything inside. i couldn't bring myself to say all that i wanted to.

Unspoken, Unsaid, Unaware of.


I need a job to keep myself occupied and not coped myself at home, letting all the unnecessary thoughts lead my mind astray.

now, for the time,the time.

Episode 1: The Chilling-out & Overnight KTV session.


I seriously couldn't recall when, but a group of us did head to marina sq pizza hut for dinner followed by the esplanade. It was a fun night out with peeps like them=)




And then, the very Sunday where the semester ended, zzb-CSF went for an overnight ktv session at cineleisure. The BLaw revision lect the next day did not deter us from enjoying ourselves very much, getting uber high like nuts. But obviously we din survive the following day! HSQ & me left in the middle of the lect to rejuvenate ourselves.

Did i mention i had sizzler with my pretty resemblances before that? haha, chenchen is sure a da-wei-wang! i love sizzler=)


There are a lot more photos, many of unglam-ness which i promise xxx not to post it up here!



o7 September, he will be in Singapore!, he will return from his trip,
i will missyoulikecrazy, ialreadydo.

because for all that matters,

I'm only going to say it's a Perfect Sunday.
We know.
❤

for you etched a deep scar right there.

There are too many things worth mentioning, & i'll give you updates of my life soon. As you would have known, over are those dreadful examinations, which means i have all the time in the world to blog.


For now, I'll obediently do the quiz as ordered.

The Quiz

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. Xiaozhu’s Singapore Concert ticket
2. Overseas trip(s) with friends/family
3. A birthday party (cos I never had one!)
4. Unlimited supply of cash (basically, this solves everything u can do w money)
5. Studies+ Family+ Friends= All good

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
Tan Min Kai

2. Your relationship with him is:
You don’t wanna know, haha.

3. Your 5 impressions of him:
Freaking-ly tall, skinny bum, giggles and gossips like girls do & sociable?

4. The most memorable thing he had done for you?
aww, it’s time for you to do something really touching

5. The most memorable words he had said to you?
I am FAT

6. if he becomes your lover, you will?
Die laughing (crying)

7. if he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be?
Be more manly, ugh, too many to be listed. We are better off as what we are now.

8. if he becomes your enemy, you will?
Hate him like hell

9. if he becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
He said I am FAT haha!

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him now is?
tell you, “You are remembered, friend!”

11. your overall impression of him is?
Nice, thou’ can be long-winded at times

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Tag to tell me!

13. the character you love of yourself is?
I can’t think of any right now.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I think bout things, but I won’t let you know, which in other words means I keep almost all emotions within myself.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
MYSELF (just slimmer, smarter, abit better here & there!) haha

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
You complete the puzzle in my life.

17. for people whom i've hurt:
Sorry isn’t sufficient to amend things, suggest some.

18. for people whom i love and treasure:
I’ll be there when u need me to be there, cos you were there when I need you to be there! haha

Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Ariel
2. Chenchen
3. Ray
4. See Rui Zuan
5. Siew Fong
6. Shuqi
7. Brandon Chua
8. thj
9. Xu weiming
10. Anyone who happens to see this

who is no.6 having relationship with? (RQ)
ME! My Scandal, remember?

Is no.9 a male or female? (xwm)
Haha, good question! He claims to be manly! Brandon says he is my bro, so he must be a MAN=)

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Brandon, ?)
Then let no.10 be SRZ, I think she will HA-HA her whole life.

How bout no.8 and 5? (thj, csf)
funny combination, but I think hujue doesn’t mind old woman hehheh

What is no.2 studying about? (chen)
oops! Something related to chem/bio!

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (ray)
Online, I haven’t seen u for ages!

What kind of music band does no.8 like? (thj)
Eh, wad?

Does no.1 has any siblings ? (ariel)
Yes! 2 including me!

Will you woo no.3 ? (ray)
Haha, what if I listed a female here?

How about no.7 ? (Brandon)
I don’t like thick lips, and people who’s down with their luck, buys $8.10 bak kut teh!

Is no.4 single ? (srz)
Married, with me.

What is the surname of no.5? (csf)
Chian, Ah TI!

What is the nickname of no.10?
-

What is the hobby of no.4? (srz)
Laugh, bio guys.

Do no.5 and 9 get along well? (csf, xwm)
Yes, very. They are the bestest-best friends on earth!

Where is no.2 studying at? (chen)
NTU

Talk something casually about no.1? (ariel)
pretty (short)! haha

Have you try developing feelings for no.8? (thj)
hahahahahaha, wanlian:D

Where does no.9 live at? (xwm)
East, I love his house man. for once i thought it'll be nice to be his sis (*laughs)

What color does no.4 like? (srz)
pink?

Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (ariel, csf)
nope, but she’s her mei-mei no.2 lah!

Does no.7 likes no.2? (Brandon, chen)
No link!

How do you get to know no.2? (chen)
Born to know each other!

Does no.1 have any pets? (ariel)
ewww, no

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (brandon)
I’ve never find ah pei who sits at kopitiam kiao kia, fan himself while he eats $8.10 bak kut teh sexy!

The End! (darn long)