20080329

to only have my confessions 100% bolted


The most beautiful seventh day in August had never been an ordinary day ever since she met you. They said when God created everything on Earth, he used seven days to do so. He had the loveliest items in the entire universe placed right in front of you. Thus in the journey of life, no matter the ups and downs you have had encountered, learning to cherish makes all of your experiences sweet and unforgettable. On this day this date, there was more to it.

Dreams had never once felt so real, to the extend she rather never wake up. Maybe so, reality would not hit her that hard. No one buys Love At First Sight this time of the year. It was time and your actions that pulled the both of you closer. In front of you, she wasn't her own self. She managed to gulp how tough things had been for her and how much so she almost given up hope. Thoughts remained anonymous to you, all because they refused to form into strings of words to be spoken out of her mind. She- a face full of fragile emotions, was poised at the lip of disheartening. There was once you asked, and that was the end to it. You weren't him whom she longed for, but she couldn't bring herself to give the short-lived memories a halt.

What she knew and what she thought she knew about you were all mixed up, everything strange and familiar at once. Among the maddening crowd, stood you who seemed to be soaring up from the earth into the flooding night sky of stars like a magnificent statue, like do you always shine. It's hard not to wonder how you did that- to have all eyes mesmerized on you. And if anyone would have known, that was despite numerous imperfect conduct.

In a mask of tears, it's hard to continue further.
Now, comes the day she chance upon you along the streets, with the hand you are holding belonging to someone else. She knew this day will come. Perhaps in 6 years' time and all left was 6 feet underground.The seventh day of every month became a regret. No, she realised how joyous the moment was when you ran away. Broken heart can't be that bad. Shut up then get out of her sight.

There was no one she can confined to. She got over it, in pretense. A strong front of the million faces...
It's this feeling I get when blur skies turn to grey....

20080324

Shunned.

I feel like an obasang this afternoon, but a hip one. I was carrying bags of grocery as I walked out of the supermarket. But wad a nice girl I am. I stocked up some food at home for mama because she has OT these few days. I bought ice cream $8.55 for 2 tubs for my sis and I don't mind growing fat together with her. Hee:)


I thought of a cleverer way to display Hong Kong Pictography.
Will be right up in a moment.


20080323

you dance easily through my dreams


Bought this Gottena Grand Prix cookies from Candy Empire the other day which I thought was quite nice, and it's all gone now. I packed some in a box and gave it to rz at work yesterday, or else I'd have gotten rid of everything myself. Well, I meant nice to let 3 of them share. haha

Saturday is becoming Sisters Day. I bet cos my sis is tied down by the hip hop class, she couldn't line up any program. So we would always make some last minute plans and rushed like mad, then ended up late for class. Yesterday was Taka to find rz and Art-Friends to get materials, then MS for Fox Fashion Escapade (but we missed it anw) and some shopping. For once, we weren't late for dance! Ugh, but Me wasn't fit for dance all because of the freaking Mari Kita on my back. It's to the extend that I had to face down to sleep, and wake up several times in the middle of the night to apply Aloe gel. We were thinking about tanning again this coming week. I'm afraid not duh.

Back to the mundane lifestyle. I have a whole week ahead without plans. Was quite disappointing that the coach to Genting from KT was fully booked. Not about the destination, but the trip itself to relax and enjoy with friends. Anyway, the others pushed back the trip to April, while Me am pathetically topping up my Cash At Bank then.

Yan popped a question during the train ride. I think I know the answer, and it has always been so. It no longer circles around you, but having someone by your side to lean on. Yes no doubt there still are misses but they have gone beyond you. What's with it now is that someone to spend your weekend with, to talk on the phone every others nights before bed, to hug tightly to feel his warmth, to experiment culinary skills and exciting stuff, to explore never-been-to places, whom you hold his hand and go on the street together. The sweet talks are disgusted. Me am fickle minded. Quite a bit of miss now..

20080321

oxytocin: the commitment drug

Oh mama! My nude back's like a Singapore flag without the crescent & stars. Double ouch! Geeeez:)

分开是为了等待重逢?

「Some times, I wished thoughts can be put into words, to let the beauty of language express everything I wanted to say.」
一切都可以是最美好。 对吗?


20080319

Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous

Hee. What's better den sticking my eyes on BW's serials? and what excites me even more, is that he has lots of drama coming their way! but seriously, there are many nice shows awaiting: 珠光宝气, 溏心风暴之家好月圆,学警雄心III, 烈火雄心III, 法证先锋II, etc. So anw, The Seventh Day is a sister production of Under the Canopy of Love. Perhaps a little to slow moving (thus boring), D.I.E. is better! Alright, this paragraph aint making a tinge sense to you if you don't watch HK serial. Maybe in time to come, I will be mama no.2 who spent years (definitely more den a decade) watching HK dramas and to date, she could always guess the storyline. Every time. haha

I made a promise (but usually are meant to be broken yea? teehee) to myself that I will stop splurging on clothes before I lose some pounds. I guess I'll never ever be able to buy new clothes again if I abide strictly to it. Shoot me, I ate 2 rows of the bar ytd to kill hunger because I'm in no mood to wait for mama to whip up the dishes for dinner. Anyhows, those sugar-rush pdts are cheap (5 for $11, but I din get five lah!) from the Food Fair. Biscuit Ritter Sport's nice eh. Told ya I'm turning into a glutton. Ok, back to the issue of Shopping- The Best Treats/Remedy for Girls. I think I almost spend my 3 days pay on shopping last Friday with sf and rz. It was great, esp after the horrible episode. Random, Sophie Kinsella's novel is great for mini-shopaholic-me heh!

I was so glad I finally got myself a MP4, laying an avenue to kill time while on train rides. That was only initial glee. I should have known better, because it was a cheap deal from IT fair. To cut the episode short, the service staff said it'll take a month because if it can't be fix locally, they gonna ship it back to China. Duh, I almost laughed-out-loud. Whatever, I was told to return a month later to retrieve that piece of thing.
And (after waiting several hours) I met up the housemies for another round of shopping again. After sf left to join her gang, we caught The Leap Years. That was the second time (aft Pirates) sitting at the 1st row. This time round it wasn't that bad. As usual, she laughed at her usual volume. Not too bad a show, Li-lin's hot, Ananda Matthew Everingham's hotter!

I have no idea what's wrong with me lately. There's this constant mental struggle going on- to do this or that. Soon enough, I may need a Psychiatrist. Roars!

Round 2 of HK photographs coming up. Have a Peek:)

20080313

Won't go home without you.

I STINK!... even after a thorough hot bath, all thanks to the 10 hours in the enclosed polluted environment. Oh my, time crawls slower than a snail with such simple task and bosses who are too nice a person. A mighty friend of mine told a tale without blinking her eyes, and I just had to nod or utter a few words to play along. We could only laugh at our silly ideas on the train ride home to bury that indescribably sense of guilt. At least she's around, and we missed working at the IT show. Guess wad, even those sickening J&xr will look adorable now please! Made in Germany, quality guaranteed.

Ah I'm turning into a glutton. Boo! That's endless to-dos on my list. Shopping, tanning, dancing, gyming, haircut & highlight...

Happy Gorgeous Nineteen TWL! :)

20080310

One candied date with love.

Episode ONE: Ocean Park, Victoria Peak

Mighty-Mighty unbelievable, on board Jetstar to Macau!


Night sailing by First Ferry to HK

At the Ocean Park....





Self-timer!

Bowl of hot soup noodles' exactly what one need in 13degreeC

eh shoo boy, stop biting ya finger. we aint good to mess with



i can never keep in mind the name of this ride.
timid china-mei dare not take this luh! Genting's much more exciting really
but the roller coaster was soooooooo zomgX10. haha freak out




fancy acting hip-hop at that height. yoyo wad's up :D

pretty flowers! i love:)


shortest jumped highest haha

i couldn't recall wad we were trying to pose.
but look at the nice silhouettes!


pj's idea to spice up the bus ride

Victoria Peak....
peak tram up to The Peak. the buildings are practically diagonal!

The famous Madame Tussauds

awesome night view!
it was a m-e-m-o-r-a-b-l-e experience, with the queue, with the weather, with the yucky pple.

We survived Day 1 & 2:)

20080306

It's too late to apologise.

Dear Diary,
just a quick post before I hit the bed.

1). 2 hours at the gym yesterday was great
2). Work today was ok apart from those disgusting duos and I'm already dreading it. 3 more days to go.... nobody buys those bulky ugly phones man.
3). Class chalet wasn't too bad- steamboat, mahjong, swimming, gossips, girls' talk:)
4). My appetite has increase, I eat damn loads of junk these days.
5). Sun tan! Sun tan! I've no time for it, shitto
6). I want shopping luh!
7). I can't activate my debit card, shitto x2
8). I miss lazying around at home
9). ah, wait till i got the photos from sharing folder, I'll update bout HK thou it seems like donkey years' ago


bye! oh, it's 12.02! Happy 21st Uncle Lee. No more youth heh :):)

20080303

The End was never what we wanted.



Well, one blink of an eye we're into the a-quarts of 2008. First batch of itp students are on their go, pacing themselves in the working society right now. I thought work for past few days were great, which I've best enjoyed compared to many previous ones (thou' most of e times were slacking). One thing, I think for once I ate rice for every meals, yucks! The greatest amount of rice I stuffed myself with in my entire life will be the past 4 days. Mixed vege rice, Roasted duck rice, Chicken rice, Nasi Lemak.....

There's uncountable ants on the desktop desk in my sis' room. Creeps and I've actually crushed so many with the cotton pad that I used to remove my nail polish moments ago. And this reminds me of my sis becoming the Most Disgusting Creature on Earth because she successfully destroyed that flying creature the other day. What a freak, she smashed right on it with i-weekly and crushed its bones into pieces. Poor little thing, count yourself unlucky that you met her. Grrr!

Alrighto, am off to pack my stuff and get my pipi outta the house for class chalet:)

oh yar, gyming chenchen! I feel like ive gained pounds after the rice issue.