Beyond you can tell,

If you'd been wondering, where I've gone to,

http://7-tsiwted-vows.livejournal.com/

& sometimes when we touch

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

I am so living in my own world.

YO!

It has been a remarkable two years. I wouldn't have realised if not for a random email from my sis. It did freak me out a little when it came to me that the resemblance level was pretty high. Speaking of reminiscing, zzb used to see one another almost every single day during poly life. The last time we met was probably during graduation in May but that wasn't even a gathering to really catch up with each other.

So after a unsuccessful trip to Timbre previously, I dated all of them to ION Orchard first bcos my colleague kept laughing at me for not been there. What a massive crowd on a sat aftn! Only a brief walk around to all the high-end shops before a quick dinner at Sushi Tei. Kind of amazed by the fact that they managed to dig 4 levels underground at the crossroad & connect the shopping malls.. but we actually took 1/2 hr from ION to Paragon :/


















Finally the night at Timbre. The place where we were seated was extremly warm, leaving us sweating & cursing. Seafood platter and band was good tho. Managed to catch the reflection of NDP preview fireworks from tall buildings. haha...




































From innocent teens to now, already-or-stepping-into adulthood, times have changed. The reality may have mould us into selves without us noticing. 1.66 & srz started school just this week & srz was mentioning she missed poly times so very much. Some memories were deeply engraved. I remembered every proj meeting erupting into nonsensical laughters & fun. Like roleplaying at sf's and her bro giving us weird stares, rehearsing inside mlt12 late in the evening, the ah-bian act for GBE, the signature Mocca act by srz, Bagus! Bugis walking tour...... & so on. No luck for these kind of things now. Going to school after work can be a dread, staying vigilent throughout the 3-hours lecture can be taxing and the journey back home always seemed so far. Balancing between work, school & personal life can be tough. Not to mentioned my finals are in a week's time and I am absolutely unprepared!

A HR trainer from my company said to me- Paper qualifications only serve as a stepping stone. Ultimately, it's your performance at work experience that counts. Which very well justify everything im doing.

I am learning not to regret but to move forward and trust myself. So open your eyes, I am changing my world. :)

Love everyone!

Love Sundays!

It's only now tht i realised 眯眯眼 + a mole can be such a killer!

❤

When everything goes wrong.

No more ice creams. No more chocolates. No more rice. No more bread. No more crackers. No more McDonald's.

Only fruits. Only soup. Only tofu. Only vegetables. Only fish. Only cereals. Only exercise.

Damn it!

Insert __________.

My weekends are always like a race. How much I wished to sleep a little longer, but every single minute counts becos i have endless tasks to do. No otherwise for these 2 days. Consumer Behaviour test is just next friday, and Marketing presentation the following Monday, and i have my shows to catch up with too. My wardrobe is upside down, my room is in a mess, i desperately need to fix my nails and add some colours to it. Not to mention there are 10,000 pairs of shoes lying around, and i so wanna visit the salon, or even take an aimless stroll out anywhere.

I sometimes do wonder why i put myself in such a state. & worst of all, i hardly see the money rolling in becos almost half of my salary are used up for repayment of all my study loans. (Ok, i admit i may have hidden part of the truth) But still, i hate Maybank.


oh, don't trust whatever I said. I am full of procrastination.
I should really start thinking what I want.


I need food.


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Time check 5:09pm

ok, my papa jus came into the room and laughed at me because..
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Your order of:
1 X Alfredo Linguine S$8.90ea
1 X Apple Crumble Pizza S$4.20ea

Sub Total: S$13.10
Delivery Charge: S$2.50
Grand Total: S$15.60
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I ate too much. plus one plate of fresh mangoes :)

You just put a smile on my face,

and made the night seemed so wonderful.

:)

Time Machine.

I'm already at the verge of losing my voice, and i could feel it when i was all hysterical while watching will's episode on you tube. I think i shouldn't mentioned i'm happily munching my famous amos cookies... Feeling so drained. again.

*
It was in our plan to spend the lovely friday night at Timbre, but seeing the queue needs at least a few hours' wait, we strolled back to Saizeriya at Central for dinner before finally settling at MS for overnight singing.

Expectedly, we were all too tired to get high, with me dozing off from time to time haha... It took an hour to drop them off at their place and i finally reached home at 5am. Not to mention the detour the uncle made when he exited at avenue 1, going from wlds to adm station, when he can actually turned right and go str to my place! That aside, i totally love spending time with them, although we are always indecisive of where to go, and they kept on critisizing my horrendous laughter. That for sure isn't my true self, i have the most humble laughter. hahaha! Anw, i thought a night activity like this actually fully utilized my weekends and made them seemed longer. Shall rsvp for Timbre few days in advance the next time round :)


*
Few weeks back, our whole family went to Sakura at Admiralty Park to celebrate Father's Day. It was my first time to the park itself and i thought the place is pretty, erm before it gets really dark luh. Despite it being quite a ulu place, the crowd was big even before operating hours. I couldn't stand those uncles aunties and children squeezing their way through, and the desserts are disappointing. We'd to queue so so long to take a scoop of ice cream and jus one scoop bcos there're too many else waiting for their turns. But we have always wanted to go there, because of the tv ad papa saw. hur. marketing gimmick.

so........ overloaded with food! :D


:)

BLANK.

ah jie finally got her LV Bag from UK!!
& we 3 poor souls took the opportunity to experiment how well we carry it when she bumped into her colleagues. since we can't afford it, not at least in these few years. So it's for memory's sake. The point is, WE CARRIED an LV BAG. Not that it's a big deal anyway... hahah :D

coming up with more..................


meanwhile, i need some solid sleep!


with love,
a

Solace.

Hello the-not-so-gorgeous-world, I am feeling so high perhaps due to the lack of sleep or the shooting glucose level from overdose of junk food. Had been looking forward to Saturday, because it has been ages sisters/cousins hang out together. So I threw all the stress of the tight deadlines of my assignments to the back of my brain, and woke up very early as usual for our trip to City Sq. And now, Saturday is over. Soon my precious weekends will be over.


Just last week, we headed back to NP's annual campfire, tho not very much of any fire burning. Totally missed the relaxing school days. It's really weird and funny, yet comforting to see how all of us grew & changed. :)

trend spotted: the more senior, the shorter you are! *rolls eyes*


5th batch, but machiam don't belong together haha


the funky 7th batch :D