keep me attached.

Bull Fighting- looks like this is the only serial that got the eyes of the Mahjong khakis on the tv while having their usual rounds, even dua-gim who's only after Korean dramas all these while. Heard good reviews from quite a few so I've been bugging mama to rent them for weeks. Only into episode 4 because of school & work that doesn't permit the time. Plus, i still have my HK serials to catch up with yea?

Every hour passed seemingly slow, with me checking my watch every now & then, counting down before this lecture ends, before school calls it a day, before I can finally knock off. But two weeks just breezed by without me noticing. Soon, will be the project peak period. Gosh, am not looking forward to the days ahead. Despise growing up seriously....

Went shopping last week with my sis and I managed to hook her to online shopping too. What's better than going out for shopping, eyeing on an item & enjoy the hassle-less to bring out your own wallet to pay for that? Good thing is, I finally, like really finally, paid off my debts. I know I said I will practise self-control and not bagged new items home for a while. You guys must have guessed that I'm kidding, right?

Love, bye:)

where it leads me; to you.

It's always only when you fall, then you'll learn...

You make me tingles

Today, marks the fifth day of hitting the campus and too, not being to catch any glimpse of cwp anywhere. On my way home, I thought bout positive stuff that is to keep me going and not receive warning letters in my mailbox again. Apart from giving myself an excuse to spend on necessities (called new clothes & shoes), experimenting mix n' match and excitedly discusses it with your peers, gossiping bout how this couple fell out, giving people the Manhattan Onceover when you've nthg else to do, bitching bout other people who's none of our concern, criticizing this particular person's dress sense or hairdo, sharing or rather digging inner thoughts bout each other, making fun and mocking at the usuals, rushing out of mlts cos the zhuzhatang's calling... okay the lists' getting abit long, but the main is still being able to lead the ever-so-carefree life because all the fuss is only over the 2 magical words called exams and projects.

Life is slowly adjusting itself to the right mode, and I've always enjoyed mass conversation in msn with fellow zzb, like right now. But then again, back home after school is kind of boring. Whereas working is different because the hours are much longer, plus the fact that when you reached home you're so deadbeat you could fall asleep right that minute. Alright, the verdict's that I actually prefer working, which isn't making any sense to everyone out there slogging.

Grrr, did I mention I cut and highlighted my hair. It's so freaking hard to maintain which I finally realised I can't wait for it to grow longer. Tomorrow will be the last dance class! So drained, never feel like laying my hands on the tutorials. Sentosa in less than 12 hours' time!

A collage to spice up this post!



From This Moment On,
Because Of You.

So fast So far

No idea what to blog, I just wanna rant. I know everybody's asking us to treasure this one last chance of being able to hop on the packed train at 9am, sitting thru mundane lectures, bombarded by endless assignments, and so on.. which in short still having the pleasure to enjoy the life revolving around study. I overhead a conversation between a University student and a working adult whom apparently are of senior-junior relationship. And so they were conversing about school vs work, then the guy mentioned something like "Responsibility in school, you only have to answer to yourself." Obviously at work, there's that man so well-dressed in the cosy room shaking his legs you have to report to. But somehow, I still couldn't bring myself to enjoy campus life despite today being the first day of school. So much of dreading already, oh dear.


Little John Little John, it's no point going back since you weren't be there anyway. How can I find you? I miss working. I like earning money. I swear I'm cutting down on my expenses, no more shoes, no more clothes, no more bags, no more restaurants, no more shopping for this month especially after the heartache on my head. I am saving up for better tomorrows. Yes baby I can do it, I took up Financial Planning last semester rmbr? eh shit, then I'll have to abort my new phone plan on thursday. Depressed lah dumb!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh, no signs of you anywhere. Am soooooooooooooo depressed even more! I am getting crazy for goodness sake dumbo you

Goodbye.

few pence of adrenaline rush
then, seems like we'll never meet again.

a thousand and one of don't-feel-like-attending-school.
can't feel the joy of the last semester.
good thing there's them.

Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you,

This feeling so unbearably excruciating...


Oh, as the clock ticks it is freaking 0523 now. First it was the pounding head that hits during work which got worst after i knocked off. I couldn't take it and took painkillers plus a nap when i reached home. Then there was this constant ache on my hind gum the past few days and a pus on the side. So it was a hindrance to eat and even reflex actions. Finally at 0300 eyelids felt a lil heavy but I tossed & turned, after 2 hours there was no signs of dreams & drools. Tummy growling like mad too. I decided to have my usual- meilu with instant oatmeal.

As I was blogging (using the desktop), I was wondering where my sis is. And the fact that I can be using the desktop is because her room.. there's no one! So, I recalled she mentioned she's off to Batam, with Kelvin I guessed. She's too free you see, being forced to take leaves by the admin staff.

What else can I scribble bout? Lemmi see...
My 2 and half months of school vacation, how it was spent. Good topic! The most-well utilised and meaningful vacation so far with a lovely overseas trip to Hong Kong, numerous jobs taken up which equipped myself with essential working experience (including Events Helper at Career Fair, Promoter at IT Show, Food & Beverage Fair and Sales Associate at JL), Class Chalet, meeting up good o' friends, tanning (thou' only for once it was successful), etc. Don't think I earned big bucks just because I worked for 4 different Co. Nah, I had to save up for the school fees so it's not even enough to cover my usual expenses.

Budget List:
a) $100 for Mama, Papa (u can't imagine my jia-lui-lao-bu kept asking for it jus because I worked!)
b) $100++ to ah yan for the eye wear stuff (yea I still rmbr don worry haha)
c) $500(>) strictly no using, to save up for paying off my bank loan.
d) $200 to be banked in, to offset the money I've alrdy used so far heh heh;)
e) Balance from pay-(a to d) shall be used on miscellaneous and shopping for a bag, pumps, heels, make up, hairdo and more! :)


Time check: 0609
I'm still hungry luhhhhhhhhhhhh. KTV later, yippie loves!

牵牵牵手。

Dear Diary,

Nope, I did not MIA. The previous week being tightly packed, gave no chance for a break. And the same would apply for the remaining 6 days before we lay our foot into Y3S1. Hola!

Recall:
1) I met up RQ after the longest time you can imagine for karaoke session and desserties @ cartel's.
2) Quit my pilot occupation and had dinner at Fish & Co. with Sukie for updates of each other's life. Stop dreading work!
3) Annual routine to Bright Hill's temple with relatives to pay respects to late maternal grandparents and hee, i got to eat my fave lingling ice-cream from the umbrella vendor. Dinner with parents and combed the supermarket :)
4) Every girl's favourite past time with yo tanning buddy and now, buying make-up/skin care products mate. Our date on the weekend school reopens, rmbr heh!
5) 2 days rituals at AMK with endless joss sticks, endless kneeling. Bahh, sometimes we wonder what's on the adults' mind.
6) Getting the grip of it at work and Me am beginning to enjoy it, esp during night time. Working around nice people is the best anyone can ask for. April fool came to have lunch with me one of the days.

Yay, so looking forward to Thursday. <3

thou it may be a lil off the timing, but still

Happy Birthday! :)
ZZB still rock ('n roll) the same