20080131

Under the same sky, we cried.

Kim Bert is freaking efficient. I was checking my hotmail for HK trip stuff and I saw a mail consisting of yesterday's celebration at esplanade rooftop.

Setting up, lighting candles, making wishes, cutting cake, chit-chatting...





This is monster Rui's hand.

I was figuring what's with mavis' posture. so funny.
and i cldn't edit this photo becos someone is alr emitting light.



All along, Zhuan Kai and Wei Ming were having eye contacts that...........
and strolling to another side by themselves to enjoy the scenery
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now we know what's between them.

Don't ask what we are looking at.......


Right at the place we met,



Dear Diary,

The calendar says 31st January, 50.25 and that's the end. I couldn't fall asleep despite catching a mere 3 hours sleep after returning this morning at 5.55am. I remembered the time so clearly because I was staring at the digital clock on my mobile. I don't feel a tinge of excitement now that the exams are over, minus the fact that I'm allowed to no longer hid inside my room to mug without guilt. It's that something that is missing- the genuine mood of wanting to let your hair down to explore the greatest fun possible. I hate the pretense as always, for actions to shield myself from acting like an idiot, for having thoughts of silly wishes to salvage the least, for trying to engage myself in some sort of life cos I feel I need to, for behaving in certain ways to hold that destroyed-good image, for acting as thou I'm happily enjoying living when it's otherwise and most imptly, for not being my true self.

I have no idea why, but they have been haunting me since the day breaks' session. Seriously, I am entitled to know the reason behind everything, why not? But I've never thought bout that since it's a tainted glass anyway. Then will be just another day for me, but it's getting a little off track right down, especially as the day crawls nearer. Sometimes I couldn't believe the things I did, so dumb till I feel ashamed of admitted it. Oh, this wouldn't stop just right here, I know myself too well damn. Perhaps after 270, the heart still throbs.

You know what? I've just wasted one wish of 2008, knowing it won't come true no matter what. I contradict myself so much. Goodness, none of that was what I wanted in the first place. Why bother? Relive life, girl.

Yours truely,
10.32pm

20080123

you are good, not too good.



Shopping anyone? Shopping :)



First of all, it was darn depressing to know that the Macau/HK trip had to be cancelled officially. That was the thing I haf been looking forward to- to fly on a plane, to shop like there's no tomorrow in HK, to visit nice attractions, to have lotsa fun wif them, to take tons of pretty pics. Nonetheless, I think we're working among ourselves for a HK-only trip the week after CNY unofficially. I want to travel!

Gaming paper was much better than all previous, but I hadn't been putting in much effort with all those shopping, dvd marathon, tagging along wif parents to shop for new year goodies. We stocked up alot of tidbits, u shld haf a look at my dining table! More into holidays moomoo right now. I haf no idea how and when I will get cracking for GBE revision man..


I mentioned previously that my sis bumped into BOSCO at suntec and below is an evidence. OMG. Heh very jealous that I actually photoshop this pic with my own face in it. Shall not make you guys laugh like mad because the skin tone is quite difficult. I happy can le. Wait till i master my photoshop skills eh:) Maybe I'll bump into him in HK laaaaaaaaaa! There were so many girlies screaming at the sight of him at causeway point last Saturday. My Bosco!




I always look forward to Thursday/Friday, cos the scorpio east rental delivery man will come.
The two latest serial I'm watching:

1) War of In-Laws II

2) Survivor's Law II


yea, my fave fave! KYLE=)
and in the Survivor's Law II, there's this lady whom I thought was damn gorgeous.
She's born in Tahiti, very cool right?

Her name is Ella Koon.




ps. I miss my long hair, the one that curls naturally.



ah, I forgot to add that I was channel surfing jus now and saw channel 51 telecasting XZ's concert. lovesssssssssssssss~
I think I start my fa-hua-chi-ness again liao eh heh=)

20080120

yes, we will =)

Photobucket

tell me what's in you?



I think I feel better after a jog. So like a roller coaster plus the fact the I am no individual who expresses my remorse . That aside, weekends are days off, great shopping and BW's in town! My sis screamed in excitement thru the phone that she bumped into him at suntec. Like oh my, once in a life time please! I could barely catch a glimpse of him yesterday. Aww, my love.

Anyways, previous papers dampened my confidence & motivation to seriously give a damn about my results. Gaming paper's just two days away. I am not GAMED for it. Are you?


Hello, hello. Grant my little wish before you go.

perhaps just twice the chance



fshit. My temper is getting real bad.
so sorry

20080116

Never Gonna Walk Away.



WEEEEEEEEEE!


Examination week have yet to officially begin (past few days were TESTS, just the same and enough to kill) but I'm alrdy in my holidays moomoo! It's only 9am in the morning and I am having my Financial Planning paper in hours' time. It feels like more than half a day has passed because I am up at 3 or 4 plus every morning. To mug, of course. Perhaps it's the lack of sleep, I am so HIGH. I can dozed off while closing my eyes to memorise. Yes, Stand quietly, eyes closed and listen to detect any unusual noise, smell for any unusual odour- Hotel Security, Bomb Threat. It's safe to delete those craps and store PFP info inside.

Sorry, don't read. Let me revise what I've studied before dawn breaks.
-Financial Planning Process: Determine your current financial situation, Develop financial goals, Develop systematic financial plan, Implement them then monitor results/revise plan.

-Financial Planning Tools: Networth, Liquidity ratio, Savings ratio, Debt to Assets ratio, Debt Service ratio, Net Investment Asset to Net worth ratio, Solvency ratio, Present/Future Value etc.

-Credit Management: Credit card, Revolving Credit Line, House Loan, Car Loan, Personal Loans.

-Investment Planning Program: Learn to live within your limits, ahhh shit I forgot.

But anyway, it is only a 40 MCQ, there's 0.25 probability of guessing the correct answer. I will get back to the stack soon!


Cheerios! I have no idea why I am glucose level is shooting heh. Yayness, shopping later=)


It's a kind of... I have no idea how I should put it to words. Be it accidentally or wad, it kind of made me feel better but still, it contrasts to the feeling at the instance. You are of so much difference, enough to disgust half of the world. Let this feeling remain, because I feel contented.

20080108

I said i'll put it down, but it's hard when tht crook still shines.



It was my father's birthday yesterday. We had steamboat at home on Sunday, with the usual Mahjong clique, cuzzie T (whom we asked to tag along after our ktv session) and Leon. He explicitly requested for a bottle of red wine, so we got it. Not forgetting a birthday cake but we decided to leave it for the actual day because everyone was 101% full.


Yes, and when I returned home yesterday, we went on with the cake-cutting without my sisters who were caught up with work. I sang a birthday song for him and he made a wish. He is so funny to go into the room to dress up and told me to take a picture of him.


Although I am no longer the chubby little kid who massage his back every day or obey his little orders (okay, in fact I ignore him sometimes or even throw silly tantrums & find him nagging/irritating), I am like another other daughter who loves her father. It's just a different way of expressing and I believed this applies the same for both my sis as well. Too bad my father isn't that computer savvy or literate to switch on the computer to read my post dedicated to him, if not he may realised I am still a filial child after all. haha


We love buying the mango fruity cake, always. Yummy!


I love my family!

20080105

The speedy evolution of a creature.

You are a changed person, wad a freak.


The Altazzaq, ariel's 20th celebration

the very nice/funny waiter whom we adore!


the usual 4=)


Cycling @ East Coast wif best friend





Show On Stage Dance Competition/ Shopping




i want cafe cartel again! student promo!


More to come...!

20080103

mesmerised not anymore, couldn't.

If someone were to ask, I will still stumble and fumble. It was the perfect time to leave things where they are at the exact moment the fireworks spark. I'm afraid because I have lost count, and the sacred memories are falling apart as time goes by. 2007 to me seems like a year of roller coaster. Reoccurence of incident forces the thinking to mature and you come to realise that the world is a whole different place. Things change, we gotta accept it. Somehow, the reminiscing melody struck on the very first day. It's the same old shit.

Everyone is hoping 2008 to be a better year, but it's unconvincing. Sometimes I should learn to know what I want and not what others see. Stop being shallow, I am so sick of everything. A word call true.