Growing up but missing out

Hi,

The digital clock on my laptop reads 8:06 AM. It sure makes me sad listening to that song.

It seems to me that i am unable to create a smooth flow for what i have to say, so I'm just gonna blabber whatever that comes to my mind.

Life like every other thing, is a contradict itself. Right now, I hate growing up because of the clueless direction I am heading. But it's not like I have an option so i am practically living my life on a day by day basis which is what they called aimless. Well, actually this isn't my agenda so let's skip the sorrows. Afterall, family is still the best companion. Home is still the best place.

I met up with Sukie on Friday straight after my meeting for dinner at KR's. It's kind of funny when now, we are speaking in the switch position. Like once, all she talked about was JBP & i would shared with her the happenings in campus. She, having gone through what i am going through at work, and I, having gone through what she is going through in school just throw suggestions & opinions at each other. Time really flies, especially at this juncture, idky.

Work, sometimes I dread the mornings to a much extend. But then, the day just pass and a week. We were always bombarded with questions like 'How has things been going so far?', 'What have you learnt?', etc. What i truly think is useful about the internship is all the negative stuff we are going through. It's just a matter of time when we will be exposed to the ugly side of world. Well, not exactly only bad things luh. Rather, the working society, connections with people. It makes me grow up in the sense that i will think more than what i used to think in school, i understand that there are much more concerns for each issue. Soon, the 20 weeks will be gone. No matter how much i sometimes wished that Valentine's will be tomorrow, I will definitely miss every single thing i detest now.

I was browsing FaceBook just now which sometimes i don get what's so interesting with all those games people got so addictive to. What i like is because it gets my kaypoh hormones triggered! Seeing pictures of disney they uploaded, the feeling is just so weird. They were the people who sat beside you during lectures, gossiped with over lunch, went out with together. All in like half a year ago, and now they are at the other side of the universe, living in the magical world every kid in us loves. But i reckon I can never live alone abroad because I rely very much on my family, be it emotional or what.

Anyhow, I just d/led another photo editing program which i think it's so interesting even before i use it (becuase i've no new pics to edit). There's so much icons to play with!

Next week is sure gonna be busy. SRZ is flying :(

X'mas Party anyone?

No one knows.

PS. Picture heavy.


EPISODE ONE: CHEN'S 18 (+3)

The Birthday Girl. SO PRETTY!! :)


The TANGS



same faces on all 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


focus on the expression of the 2 little ones haha...


Your Wishes (ain't are our commands!)


SOOOOOO many prezzies!
& To Chen: Glad you love the board to the extent yan said u stared at it for so long, & also the 2nd board with all our childhood memories. Yes, to surprise you yet again as mentioned inside your letter, This Is For You! (which i personally think it's nice also.. hahahahah)
SMOOCHES :)


This little brat actually played cards with the 3 of us thru the night till 5am in the morning and still looked so energetic! He taught the 3 lao jie jie new games even. Damn smart!

EPISODE TWO: 1.66'S 18 (+1)

*all unable to open eyes bcos the flash is too bright!



you may have thought that it's a kid who took this pic for us which explains the low angle. But no, i don't get which she squat down to make it looked like chins are for free that we have double.. GEEZ :X



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(qh: sprain her neck, sq: knee ache, rz: eyelid swollen, m: face cramp)

Let's hope every day can be so wonderful...........

Our fond memories...

Pa & Ma along with Da Jiu, Dua Ghim went to Genting Highland for some getaway gambling session on Monday. Now, the thing is they never ever left the 3 of us alone (despite us being grown up). It has always been any one of us going overseas to Taiwan, HK, etc. I guess they were so worried we wouldn't be able to survive or eat well without them around, so on Sunday i got home in the afternoon to find lots of rations. My mum even boiled extra water and bottled it having to worry we don't know how to do it ourselves (well, perhaps yes for me). Anw, 2 days of sleeping in the master bedroom is shiok shiok and made waking up an even more dreadous thing on earth. On Tuesday, sis even rushed home from work and made yummy pasta for the 3 of us.
It wasn't much of a difference to me actually but sis says she missed them so much!
As always, the only way of them showing love & concern is by making us FAT, so papa bought loads of junk food back. There's this cookie which i thought wasn't too bad as i thought it would be. It even matches a lil to Famous Amos i swear!


Back track to last week, on Saturday was Chen's big 21 and I had to cab down from Sheraton Towers after work. Basically the entire day i was whining to srz how i wished to be there with them for the decorating & preparation. Believe it or not, I never had a birthday party my whole 19 years and I'm so looking forward to one! Glad the board touches her... few nights of effort paid off :)


If anyone would have seen on Facebook, u would know I took 45 mins to reach office for a 10-min bus ride from Paya Lebar on Tuesday after my meeting. I practically toured the whole of Tanjong Katong, went to East Coast Park area, even to Marine Parade. The worst isn't this. But i shan't disclose how dumb i am on that day. sheesh. Tuesday's not too good a day, for me and for srz.

Meanwhile, awaits more detailed updates.......