wcc.

oh my, oh my. im very jealous, i should.
But at least i think Tavia's hot.
Unlike myolie lah! UGH


i like her hair- fringe.


i like her toned skin colour.


i like her eyes.

WELL, im more motivated to loseee weight!
jogging jogging tmr aft so long=)

when the sun crawls over cottons of cloud, you see a bright road leading your way.

wont you feel so good juz by looking at this scene? it's true that spore hasn't got much of a natural assets. But still, when you're willing to slow down your pace, take a glance out of the windows (esp when ure gg for an 8am class by train), the scenery is stunningly pretty. More often than not, we failed to realise that.

The feeling's pretty weird -kind of loneliness- when the journey back home jst now was accompanied by coldness. Perhaps for the past 1 yr or so, ive been so used to train-ing home tgt with sf &/or pn2. So anw, they're tied down by MICE proj discussion. If not, they'll be overjoyed having to train home tgt with me once agn=)

Speaking of Mäuse, don't cha think it's extremly scary (after hearing bits/pieces from all ard) to go thru the interview, esp when the person in front of u is ron. It irks me(or evryo else) to listen to his sacarsm. Our turn is coming up nx week! God bless us & zzb's grp. No Director A please.

While the other 2 grps were fighting the battle, we'd much fun in the lib completing the assignments. Yes, such a nuisance created by us. Sorry but it got us all extremly excited to know our names in different languages. We found the entertainment by chance when cracking our heads regarding MICE. Simply go to dictionary.com- translator to find out diff languages of ur name. it'll get u laughing, really.


Ciao! I'm Masticazione Hua, the abbastanza! :D:D:D

i hid beneath the covers, & it turns out to be a dream.

juz a quick update bfore i head back to fmah (ah, i much detest studying now!)

GSS has finally arrived and seriously, it gets me so so excited juz by seeing those big red posters hanging inside the shops yelling _% sales, waving at me. But i think i splurged quite alot recently. For instance getting new clothes every few days or spending over 10bucks on fd whenever i go out. Whines! i want to shopshopshop & kbox too=)

ive frequent amk hub so much that i quite familiar with the place. headed there on sat with twin & Shrek! we ate like glutton- snacks, nyny, ichiban sushi. Much better than cwp (thou' not all shops are operating) cos der's my fave Mr Bean and erm, subway. More varieties of food and for retail therapy.

i think im crazy cos when the rented dvds are delivered to us on fri night, i watched my sweet's drama all at one go. Not many, juz 6 episodes :D

much thoughts going thru my mind while watching. It so reminds me of the ordeal ah ma went thru. really. like a sudden call from the hospice calling everyone to gather cos it may be the last time. it's a struggle. mentioning of this surely makes tears welled up in the eyes of anyone concerned.

gotta get back to revising fmah. bless me tmr=)

Oh, btw,

Happy Birthday

XiaoQiang & beloved Jiasin!

a sky without stars, a street without cars.

My maiden trip for a facial treatment was a nightmare, worst den going to a dentist. After the 3 or so hours of yelling inside my heart, it was "Woah, finally ended!". Luckily i was the one who went first, if not i wldn't have dare to go thru all the pain.

The experience was a total opposite image of what i'd in mind. Isn't facial supposed to be a relaxing treatment, just like going for spas? And i thought aft the treatment, i'l have a qq-like skin. nah, fat hope. Now i couldn't be any more sure im not for a taitai way of life cos it's so hard having to wait for so long. Same does for hairdo or whatsoeva.

despite all the heavy workload up to my neck, i managed to go facial, retail therapy(s) and most imptly, watched Pirates of the Caribbean- At World's End.

as expected, it turns out great! it's uber funny can =) caught the film last night with zzb (xcluding sf cos SHE WATCHED IT!!!) and they'd to hurry to catch their bus.

p.s. never sit beside seeruizuan during a movie. she laughed with her mouth opened wide and can definitely attract stares, even in the dark.

bye! i gonna watch my sweet's drama (:(:(:

feels like the endless raindrops, of no one they belong.

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

-Josh Groban, Vincent

im feeling super grumpy for no apparent reason.
i wanna change new phone! it's a want compared to a need of yan's.
im sucha spoilt bratzzz. i juz shouted at my dad & bang the wardrobe/bedrm door at him cos of my lousy mood.
im nthg for good, people.

listening to melodies of those days

For no particular reason, i felt inclined to blog these few days. =)

Guess what? it's only 6 plus now and i'm already awake. it's not like im having any 8am lesson, blaw has been shifted and lesson will begin only at 11am!

Sleeping hrs are all messed up cos i fell asleep v early these days causing me to sit up on my bed in the middle of the night constantly. ah wadeva it is im turning into pig...

im feeling kinda low, perhaps lack of self confidence aft so much thinking and seeing. With the lonely times plus the sad songs which i love to listen, i see i think i wonder. No one knows actually cos i dont pour out my feelings. sometimes i really haf no idea what im pursuing for, and i feel useless for that.

screwed those emo thoughts but to make things worst, i think im not eligible for the bursary grant. sorry to feel that way but i dont think sp is really that good as it portray itself as. Not referring to the grant to specifically, but to someone whom my class knows the best. i dont think he's fit to be in the education industry since nthg from him is good. he's not passing the right knowledge to us and his criticisms are way too overboard. whatever it is, he sucks but we cant do anything. Oh wells....

On a brighter note, i shall tell u some things which make zzb laughed like insane in sch ytd.

Have you ever thought of the names to get for ur child/children?

srz's ans is YES! and their extremely nan-ting but hilarious. like zhang shui zuan? & sf says shui hu zuan is easier. Take note, her 3 children has diff surname for she has so many scandals! she even mentioned tht her dad wanted to name her see rui nu= RED bull! u cant imagine how funny it was when she told us.

she's probably gonna kill me for this.

CHILL ruinu! =) let cha see shuai ge's pic :D

im in LOVE =)

if you wander off too far,
my love will get you home.
if you follow the alone star,
my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself losing long alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home, boy,
my love will get you home.
if the bright lights blind your eyes,
my love will get you home
if your troubles break your strike,
my love will get you home
if you ever find yourself losing long alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home, boy,
my love will get you home.
if you ever feel ashamed,
my love will get you home
when there is only you too blame,
my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself losing long alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home, boy,
my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself losing long alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home, boy,
my love will get you home, boy,
my love will get you home.

with THIS SONG! (what are u thinking of HUH?)


other thumbs-up songs:
1). Angela- 其实很爱你
2). 林宇中- 旋律
3). 阿沁- 其实还爱你
4). Eason- 淘汰
5). Stefanie- 我怀念的
plus songs recommended by srz: 爱爱爱, 小情歌

a shoulder to lean on, to drive away loneliness.

Had a discussion over dinner juz now. Mummy was telling us my uncle lost over 10K, soccer betting being the culprit. Back then, he was the one who lend my cousin in France who burnt his fingers for the same reason. Who did he fall for the same trap?

So many similar incidents happened, but no one learnt the lesson. & mummy was saying cos ah ma wasn't here anymore, there's no one to nag or give them advice.


Money isn't everything. But what are you without money?
If only im a billionaire................

wished you weren't any closer.

oleh oleh, beloved mama day has arrived!
i love my mamee thou i always 顶嘴. btw, if u aren't aware of it, ive a super lovable & cute mummy whom i love to ka-jiao and likewise, i enjoying doing that to her!

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ps. photo heavy, enjoy =)

sweetest of a child

shruck!
tmr's the day where the dopey rule gna be enforced. i don't wish to start all my cursing/swearing. but still, i really have no bottoms. not all pple look good in jeans or wadeva apparel tht fit into the smart/casual range. puny pea-size brain freako:(

den again, i spent a bomb(much of exaggerating) on formal wears that is required on thursdays. In fact, it's more of a want rather than a need. But i'l need to get formal pants soon too cos twin's is way too long for me.

since im on the monetary topic, gimme a space to express my guilt of my high expenditure. it hit me hard to know the meager amount of cash-at-bank i'd currently. aft reading sf's entry, i knew i need a solid slap across. after this wk of getting those neccesities for sch and retail therapy in msia, i will cut down on spending for material needs.
im waiting w much anticipation for the 1k bursary! $$ come!


For now(still), my wish-list:
1) pumps- preferably white
2) mac blush
3) skincare pdts
4) pedicure/manicure
5) jeans bottoms
6) formal pants/skirt
7) ehem, smth private!



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credits: greencraze-sf's blog=)

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.