Won't be soon before long.

It's amazing how talking to a friend can make you calm down and feel so much better. He may not realised it, but lil things he did, minor things tht he bother to rmbr will make you feel good. At least you will be aware tht you presence is felt. The person closest to you may not seem to know you the best. Anw, it's also way too cool to have a friend emailing you from overseas. Everything feels so much like when I'm reading a book, the sentence structures & the way they put things into words.

Reading pple's blog can really affect your mood, in the sense that your happiness/joy/sadness is contagious. I am not in the mood where I can pretend I am flying hard up in the sky, adding the whoo! ah! yea! But Avee will stand strong. It's time to face the world.

I haven't had the chance to enjoy the Swensens 1-for-1 lunch treat, & the same goes for Shokudo Bento Lunch and Hardrock Cafe. Aww, no more chances. What a waste.

Understatement.

I woke up this morning, stare into space all the while. So.. it's in a mess and I hate this feeling because everything is not within my control. I just don't wish the worst to happen. Sometimes I don't really know myself. I rather shun everyone else out of the picture & keep things to myself. Perhaps I just dun want pple to see thru my mask.

Sometimes, somethings truly pains n hurts. Ugly thgs.

Shaped by circumstances. I've learnt.

& i wonder who i can turn to.

Hitting the right path

If I were to think back for every regretful decision I made, likely tht it can account to more den a million. Perhaps this is why I grew to leave everything to whr fate would bring me or in the custody's of someone else. From tiny lil things like why I bought that pair of shoes, to future-affecting decisions why I chose DTRM 3 years back instead of design, I could only reproach myself. And my own way of encouraging myself & drill the fact into my head that there's no way back since I made the decision not to be led by the usual practice/custom, is to constantly remind myself I can't possibly afford to be like anyone of you. I'm only left with the option of running ahead of others, & I will do it good. In between the reality tht forced me to make a one-way ticket decision, there are still beautiful things in life which is worth my smile. :)

As well as things tht makes u wanna kick pple in their ass. Gosh.

Then fallen, Now learning.

Y'know, I have so many occasions, incidents, pictures tht I wished to update. Then again, I wonder where I should start from. yes, FB lighten the load of uploading pictures here, but i still love editing & showing off the pretty pictures here. There's loads of stuff I wanna mention bout BKK trip, pictures from Swissotel stay, the unsuccessful-but-still-worth-the-trip picnic at M.Barrage, & needless to say the overflowing pictures from Taiwan, Generation Clear event. Did I even post pictures from CNY this year?


Well, I think I have the time to slowly upload these pics next week. Unless the interviewers tmr love me so much tht they want me to start work immed. haha, fat hope.


I know my FB status reads: Avee Hay on lbm losing & cash saving plans.
BUT..
If anyone happened to chance upon this, & are interested in any of the following, pretty please tell me so we could fix a date & get it done! :

-sun, sea & sand
-sakura buffet
-sizzler salad bar
-Ikea/Courts to get a wardrobe
-xin wang HK cafe
-lunch at NTU
-swensen's breakfast
-gym
-Hort Park
-Confessions of a shopaholic
-Marley & me
-city sq neway ktv
-swensen's 1-for-1 lunch treat
-cartel's lunch promo
-shokudo at Hereen
-L.O.V.E.
-Delifrance breakfast
-soupspoon
-KFC Snackers
-Cycling
-Picnic
-Carousel
-being tourist for a day

The list goes on.. I dky, but i just have the urge to eat the food/enjoy the times at the places.


Good Luck :)

p/s. love the hair she styled! heh.

Glittering backs!

HI HELLO. I LOVE MY BED PILLOW BOLSTER. I AM GOING BACK TO TAIWAN AGAIN. I NEED TO LOSE HALF OF MY CURRENT WEIGHT TO BE LIKE ANY TAIWANESE GIRLS YOU GRABBED ALONG THE STREETS. LOOKING AT THE NICELY TAKEN PICTURES OF THE DELICACIES CAN SERIOUSLY MAKE ME DROOL. I'D MORE THAN 1000 PICTURES THERE. SPORE IS SO FREAKING WARM. MY SKIN IS OVERLY DRY MY HAIR ARE SO BRITTLE. I FEEL SO USELESS NOW THAT I'M BACK TO REALITY. I WANNA FLY AGAIN. WITH MY SIS. NEXT TARGET.

The Bangkok Times.

曼谷之旅: 搞笑篇

1.

where: some restaurant at MBK

2.

where: entrance of our residence
verdict: y'know what is on her mind when she dun look into the camera

3.

where: Chatuchak
verdict: fresher air when you breathe this way

4.

where: Mango Tango at Chatuchak
sidenote: Bugis has a Mango Tango too, no? But the beverages at CTC was so good, esp when you'd it during the unbearable hot weather.

5.

where: living room of residence
verdict: they became enemies ever since

6.

where: Central World
verdict: sued by me (cos that's my 招牌 expression okay!)

7.

where: same as above
verdict: you are remembered every where we go :)

8.

where: residence
verdict: figure it out. Behind that door is what we called toilet

9.

where: living room of residence
verdict: fave activity in bkk- shopping? Nah, watching this cute little doggie on tivi 5

10.

where: Swissotel e Stamford (Singapore)
verdict 1: so they knew we are tivi fans
verdict 2: doggie says she loves food. who is she?

Cantankerous.

I have not felt truly happy, nor smile from the bottom of my heart for some time. I have no clue what's with me or perhaps this is the symptom of growing up- age and laughter are in reverse order. I am never feeling at ease, not like there are a thousands stuff for me to worry, but I just feel that something is missing, something is not right. I have been avoiding, and will still be escaping for the next week. But I know I loathe the way I am now.

I just feel like going for a run, to shout at the top of my lungs, to burst out crying.

I wished I'd money enough for me to do the things I want to, at least it'll take away some of my worries.


Guide me.