20070518

listening to melodies of those days

For no particular reason, i felt inclined to blog these few days. =)

Guess what? it's only 6 plus now and i'm already awake. it's not like im having any 8am lesson, blaw has been shifted and lesson will begin only at 11am!
Sleeping hrs are all messed up cos i fell asleep v early these days causing me to sit up on my bed in the middle of the night constantly. ah wadeva it is im turning into pig...

im feeling kinda low, perhaps lack of self confidence aft so much thinking and seeing. With the lonely times plus the sad songs which i love to listen, i see i think i wonder. No one knows actually cos i dont pour out my feelings. sometimes i really haf no idea what im pursuing for, and i feel useless for that.

screwed those emo thoughts but to make things worst, i think im not eligible for the bursary grant. sorry to feel that way but i dont think sp is really that good as it portray itself as. Not referring to the grant to specifically, but to someone whom my class knows the best. i dont think he's fit to be in the education industry since nthg from him is good. he's not passing the right knowledge to us and his criticisms are way too overboard. whatever it is, he sucks but we cant do anything. Oh wells....


On a brighter note, i shall tell u some things which make zzb laughed like insane in sch ytd.
Have you ever thought of the names to get for ur child/children?
srz's ans is YES! and their extremely nan-ting but hilarious. like zhang shui zuan? & sf says shui hu zuan is easier. Take note, her 3 children has diff surname for she has so many scandals! she even mentioned tht her dad wanted to name her see rui nu= RED bull! u cant imagine how funny it was when she told us.

she's probably gonna kill me for this.
CHILL ruinu! =) let cha see shuai ge's pic :D


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