euphonious vow.

For a start, I've no kicks as to what to say. Today is finally a rest day at home & I'm slowly savouring the time I have. There're many things running thru my mind, as a grown-up who is supposed to give a thought about her future, as a child who is supposed to lighten the burdens of her parents, as a societal member (if there's a phrase like this?) who is supposed to be armed & ready for the crisis, as an intern staff who is supposed to give in her best during the 5 months to best prepare herself for the rocky roads ahead, as a friend who is supposed to provide encouragement & suggestions to others, as me who is supposed to give myself some positive self-talk & discipline.

We had a long chat with Mr Lim, or rather listening to him. The things he said makes total sense and is indeed inspiring. But what I hate most is this kind of feeling where I was hit with the same old question- What do I wanna do in the future? Simple reason being I have absolutely no ideas about it and not even bothered to truly give a thought. All I did perhaps was to run away from it, & keep mumbling grumbling "i duno wad to do".
Attitude & Discipline, I admire the him for his determination to do things he wanted to do. I know it's no point rushing myself for anything, because I know myself very well what my heart is thinking. The drive isn't here yet. I shall fine-tuned myself & set my heart for it. To begin with, a jog in the evening! :) (Cheese, looks like it's going to rain.)


Work is getting better but sadded sadsad Tim & Sam are leaving end of the month. I don't know if I should say it is only the 3rd week or should I said it has already been 3 weeks. The former because we still have a long 17 weeks marathon, the latter because it feels like I've been there for so long. Anyhow, we are still lucky that this period is so called peak season so we've chances to participate in more events. First up was a graduation cum mixology competition at Balaclava last Sunday. A taste of how an events run from a backstage point of view thou we did nothing much. There's much more to learn in time to come. Cheerios!

Other than these, my life so far is like a typical working adult. Waking up every morning hoping the alarm wont go off, hopping on the ever-so-packed train, dozing off on the bus, working, catching a movie/shopping/dining/catch up with friends/gossiping, got home fell asleep right at the moment u touch your bed and before you realised, the alarm went ringggggg again.


p/s the thunderstorm is scaring the freak outta me!