Growing up but missing out

Hi,

The digital clock on my laptop reads 8:06 AM. It sure makes me sad listening to that song.

It seems to me that i am unable to create a smooth flow for what i have to say, so I'm just gonna blabber whatever that comes to my mind.

Life like every other thing, is a contradict itself. Right now, I hate growing up because of the clueless direction I am heading. But it's not like I have an option so i am practically living my life on a day by day basis which is what they called aimless. Well, actually this isn't my agenda so let's skip the sorrows. Afterall, family is still the best companion. Home is still the best place.

I met up with Sukie on Friday straight after my meeting for dinner at KR's. It's kind of funny when now, we are speaking in the switch position. Like once, all she talked about was JBP & i would shared with her the happenings in campus. She, having gone through what i am going through at work, and I, having gone through what she is going through in school just throw suggestions & opinions at each other. Time really flies, especially at this juncture, idky.

Work, sometimes I dread the mornings to a much extend. But then, the day just pass and a week. We were always bombarded with questions like 'How has things been going so far?', 'What have you learnt?', etc. What i truly think is useful about the internship is all the negative stuff we are going through. It's just a matter of time when we will be exposed to the ugly side of world. Well, not exactly only bad things luh. Rather, the working society, connections with people. It makes me grow up in the sense that i will think more than what i used to think in school, i understand that there are much more concerns for each issue. Soon, the 20 weeks will be gone. No matter how much i sometimes wished that Valentine's will be tomorrow, I will definitely miss every single thing i detest now.

I was browsing FaceBook just now which sometimes i don get what's so interesting with all those games people got so addictive to. What i like is because it gets my kaypoh hormones triggered! Seeing pictures of disney they uploaded, the feeling is just so weird. They were the people who sat beside you during lectures, gossiped with over lunch, went out with together. All in like half a year ago, and now they are at the other side of the universe, living in the magical world every kid in us loves. But i reckon I can never live alone abroad because I rely very much on my family, be it emotional or what.

Anyhow, I just d/led another photo editing program which i think it's so interesting even before i use it (becuase i've no new pics to edit). There's so much icons to play with!

Next week is sure gonna be busy. SRZ is flying :(

X'mas Party anyone?