call me a f-ingly silly girl

So many nice & happy occasions with tons of pictures to show but I just don't feel like it. I wanna tell the whole world that I am alright (but it's really damn hard to hold on the pretense, esp when i see you over & over again, & every time I hear your name.)

I won't say anything again.


There's finally something I look forward to & won't feel that living is such a chore. Disney ITP triggers the excitement in all of us. Money is a major concern. Who's nice enough to spare me $7,000 for the trip next sept? I wanna go I wanna go I wanna go! Beg borrow or steal, I am gonna get the capital anyhow.