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Cantankerous.

I have not felt truly happy, nor smile from the bottom of my heart for some time. I have no clue what's with me or perhaps this is the symptom of growing up- age and laughter are in reverse order. I am never feeling at ease, not like there are a thousands stuff for me to worry, but I just feel that something is missing, something is not right. I have been avoiding, and will still be escaping for the next week. But I know I loathe the way I am now.

I just feel like going for a run, to shout at the top of my lungs, to burst out crying.

I wished I'd money enough for me to do the things I want to, at least it'll take away some of my worries.


Guide me.

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